Come back to me

慢慢地營造新網誌的居所，說要給大家看得舒服實是在有點太過偉大了，說到底讓自己用的時候心情愉悅才是重點。

網誌的標題「I wish that I could photoshop on our bad memories」是源自一首宇多田的歌「Come back to me」中的一段歌詞。

聽到的時候與其說覺得很有趣，不如說很有感覺。

我們自己遠比我們想像的要來的脆弱，一句話、一個眼神、一個動作都可以令人感到受傷。

而絕大多數當我們「不小心」傷害到別人時，真的都不是「故意的」，可是「傷害已經造成了」能怎麼辦？

如果可以用photoshop把我們之間不愉快的回憶修掉就好了...

要多美有多美，要什麼感覺就用什麼色調。

哈，但其實現實中是沒有這麼好的事的。

我們每個人都得像大師級畫家一樣，一下筆就定江山。

不小心畫錯了，就只能眼睜睜的看著人離開，或是努力的用其他的顏料修補、修補、修補，看功力夠不夠好，能不能變成另一幅美麗的風景。

人們大叫著：「現實好殘忍。」但是若不殘忍，人們又怎麼會珍惜得來不易的美麗？

回來說說宇多田光的這首歌，歌詞全英文，大概是因為用英文來說更有味道吧。

內容描繪著分開的情人對著過去種種忘不了，懊悔著自己的不成熟、不懂事，願意用一切求對方回到自己身邊，能不能重修舊好？

能不能原諒自己所犯下的錯？

能不能不要讓結果只是孤單？

因為親愛的寶貝是獨一無二的，只要願意回到自己身邊 I'll be everything you need ......

大約是這樣的感覺，我有把重覆的歌詞稍為刪減了一些，英文好的也可以直接看原文歌詞，或是上網也能查到翻得不錯的中文翻譯喔。

詞/曲:宇多田光

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
When the rain falls, oh when the rain falls
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me
Come back
I'll be everything you need
Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
Boy, you're one in a million

Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this
And she buys that
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn't that bad
It isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can't you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me